Post by BENJAMIN RAINE NELKIN on Jul 25, 2010 13:54:54 GMT -5
WELCOME TO TOUR, BENJAMIN NELKIN !
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ben, clouds on fire, singer, twenty two, brendon urie
"FACEBOOK DETAILS
name: ben nelkin
sex: male
birthday: july 25
relationship status: single
interested in: women
20 FACTS ABOUT BEN
1) he's originally from a little town called pownal, vermont.
2) his family isn't actually his birth family, but he doesn't let anyone know that.
3) there is actually a lot going on in that head of his, even if it doesn't seem like it.
4) he doesn't do well with silence. or screaming.
5) he's only been in one serious relationship. with a boy. he's vowed that he would never date again.
6) he's dependent on people, and constantly fears that they'll leave him as soon as they can.
7) most of the time when he locks himself in a room, he's writing new lyrics or music. none of this is ever shown to the public.
8) when he was eight, he was taken away from his biological family. since then, he's been trying to portray the "perfect" person and trying to find his family again. neither of which have been a success.
9) he has a big mouth, but he's surprisingly well at keeping a secret.
10) when people yell at him, he waits for them to hit him. often, he's disappointed when they don't.
11) as the biggest cliche ever, he drinks and smokes to forget.
12) he'll apologize for everything; even if it doesn't have to do with him.
13) he's still unsure of his sexuality. after his first boyfriend though, he tends to stay with girls even if his thoughts are more on men.
14) he's completely serious when he says music is his savior.
15) as the obnoxious boy he is, he clings to people when he's close to them. though, he generally finds a way to touch someone during a conversation or just while they're together.
16) he's never mentioned his life before he was eight, not to anyone, but it still haunts him. and really, he just wants to finally get over what his mother had ever done to him.
17) he won't admit it, but he wants someone there beside him, for better and for worse. he wants someone to accept him completely for who and what he is. all his flaws and everything. but he just might have to find someone he can trust enough with his secrets.
18) he lost his virginity to a prostitute. originally set up as a joke by his older sister, but he took it too seriously.
19) the boy can easily go from being extremely happy, to on the edge of crying in two seconds. perhaps he's too sensitive, but things easily strike him wrong. and sometimes, he can't hide it all that well.
20) he moved away from pownal to san diego for college to get away from everything and attempt to start a new life. so far, it's almost been a success. minus the fact he had dropped out of college.
FORMSPRING
why are you such an asshole?
i don't try to be, really. i'm sorry that you think that.
on a scale of 1-10 how awesome are you?
20.
i get to meet you in three days!!!! (:
(:
on a serious note, why did you get into music?
it's the one thing i do best. and it's always played a big role in my life. also, it may just be the one thing that can erase everything.
wanna hook up?
a/s/l?
do you have a girlfriend?
nope.
pokemon or digimon?
pokemon."
BRYANNA, NINETEEN, EIGHT YEARS, JASPAR OZWELL.[/CENTER]
