SIMON, CECILIA L.

[CECILIA LACEY SIMON]

WELCOME TO TOUR, CECILIA SIMON !

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cece, letters to ghost towns, drummer, ninteen, jacque burns

YOUR APPEARANCE



[x] i am shorter than 5'5".
[x] i have many scars.
[] i tan easily.
[] i wish my hair was a different color.
[x] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] i have a tattoo. .
[] i am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] i had/have braces.
[x] i've been told i'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] i have more than two piercings.
[x] i had/have piercings in places besides my ears.




YOUR EMBARRASSMENTS



[] i've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] disney movies still make me cry.
[x] i've snorted while laughing.
[x] i've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] i've glued my hand to something.
[] i've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] i've had my pants rip in public.



YOUR EXPERIENCES



[x] i've gotten lost in my city.
[x] i've seen a shooting star.
[x] i've wished on a shooting star.
[x] i've seen a meteor shower.
[x] i've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] i've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] i've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] i've been to a casino.
[] i've been skydiving.
[x] i've gone skinny-dipping.
[] i've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] i've crashed a car.
[] i've been skiing.
[] i've been in a musical.
[x] i've caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[] i've seen the northern lights.
[x] i've sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] i've played a prank on someone.
[] i've ridden in a taxi.
[x] i've seen the rocky horror picture show.
[x] i've eaten sushi.
[] i've been snowboarding.




YOUR RELATIONSHIPS



[x] i'm single.
[] i'm in a relationship.
[] i'm engaged.
[] i'm married.
[x] i miss someone right now.
[] i've gotten divorced.
[x] i've told someone i loved them when i didn't.
[] i've told someone i didn't love them when i did.


MATERIALISM



[x] i own over 5 rap CD's.
[x] i have an unhealthy obsession
[] i own REAL designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[] i own something from pac sun.
[x] i collected comic books.
[] i own something from the gap.
[x] i own something i got on e-bay.
[] i own something from abercrombie.



RANDOM



[x] i can sing well.
[] i've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] i open up to others easily.
[x] i watch the news.
[x] i don't kill bugs.
[x] i sing in the shower.
[] i am a morning person.
[] i paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[] i am a sports fanatic.
[x] i twirl my hair.
[x] i care about grammar.
[] i have "?"s in my screen name.
[] i love spam.
[x] i've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] i bake well.
[x] my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[x] i would wear pajamas to school.
[] i know how to shoot a gun.
[] i am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[] i eat fast food weekly.
[x] i've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] i can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] i am really ticklish.
[] i like white chocolate.
[x] i bite my nails.
[] i'm good at remembering faces.
[] i'm good at remembering names.
[] i'm good at remembering dates.
[x] i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] all my answers were totally honest.

personality - Cecilia has always been a little different. She has always been shy, since she was a kid, and has always hated crowds. Cecilia is pretty sheltered and in a lot of ways is pretty innocent. She doesn’t like to open up to too many people mostly because she has always been closed off. Cecilia has always been the girl in the corner of pre-school, eating glue and talking to herself. People have always called her an oddball mostly because she’s so unsocial. She doesn’t talk much unless she’s spoken too. Cecilia isn’t exactly sure who she is. She’s very unsure, but she’s young right? She’s always had really low confidence so she was always changing herself for people she was close too. Cecilia changed a lot too, which makes people call her fake a lot. But Cecilia just kind of goes with whatever is happening around her. If she’s around people who are loud, she’s loud. If she’s around people who are quite, she’s quite.

Cecilia has a problem with irrational fears. Things like heights and bugs are pretty much terrifying to her. Most of her life is spent avoiding things like water, and anything hot. She’s a total scaredy cat. She’s pretty wary of new places and new people. She absolutely hates being the center of attention. However, Cecilia can also be a bit of a wildchild. Her shy ways don’t last long when she gets a little tipsy. Cecilia has no problem talking to anyone when she’s drunk. She even always takes a few shots before public speaking or going on stage.

history- Cecilia was born and raised in Alfred, Ontario. Her parents had married late so they only had one kid so she was a pretty lonely kid. CC had a very normal childhood, her dad owned a very successful plant nursery, and her mom taught a first grade class. Cecilia's family always had money. But her childhood wasn’t exactly easy. CC has struggled with a lot of anxiety issues and panic attacks since she was five. It caused a lot of irrational fears for her. She never would leave her mother’s side, and would start crying and shaking when she had to walk upstairs alone.

This lasted for a pretty long time until eventually just leaving the house for school was reason for a full panic attack for her. At ten her mom put her on home schooling, and Cecilia's life quickly became unbearably dull. This was when she started going to behavior therapy, and taking more pills than a cancer patient to deal with her anxiety. Things got better after awhile but Cecilia stayed homeschooled. This made her very antisocial with kids her own age, and very shy. CC had always been a little insecure but when she got to be about twelve, talking to other kids was absolute hell for her. At this point she started smoking weed from her cousins to help her deal with anxiety.

By the time she was thirteen she was smoking weed everyday and that only got worse when her parents got a divorce. Her dad lost his job and her mother couldn’t stand losing money so she divorced him and cut off most contact. Her mother moved her down to Texas, Houston to be exact to start a new life. Cecilia hasn’t spoken to her dad since then, but gets a Christmas card every year. It was about this time when she started playing drums mostly out of boredom. Cecilia wasn’t naturally talented at it at all. Honestly, she was awful. But after convincing her mother to send her back high school she joined band and got actually lessons. She overcame some of her social problems but was never able to fully feel comfortable with her peers.

CC dropped out of school just before her senior year, because she knew she wanted to play drums. So instead of high school, she enrolled in several music programs around her town and ended up playing in alot of local bars, it didn't take to long for her to join and band, and then go on this tour

DIA, SIXTEEN, FOUR YEARS.[/CENTER]

Cecilia hadn't really spent much time on a beach. Her mother was terrified of water so kept CC away from pools and most types of liquid. Cecilia had never learned how to swim, and had never been in water farther then knee deep. However the few times she had been on a beach she wasn't the biggest fan. For one, it was sandy as hell. Cecilia hated sand. It got stuck between your toes, and made your teeth all gritty and disgusting. Secondly, it smells like seaweed. And lastly, it's always so crowded. Cecilia pretty much avoided the beach more then anything. However, she was on a walk to get out of the bus for awhile. It had been pretty crazy that night before and she wanted to get out before her bandmates woke up extra grumpy from hangovers. It was pretty early, so it wasn't that hot yet, and the sun was just peaking over the water.

Her walk was pretty nice at first. She had run out of the bus pretty much the second her eyes opened, she hadn't even really changed. She was still wearing the rather short black shorts and purple tanktop that she sleeps in. Her hair was sort of still holding the purposely messy looking style she went for, but had fallen a little flat. Her makeup, which she had mostly washed off, was a little smudgy around her eyes. Walking down the New York City streets in this, made her look kind of like a drugged out stripper, walking home from a late night. Cecilia however wasn’t the worst looking thing on the street. The streets at six am were full of business men, and passed out parties from last night. She had stepped over at least three lumps of passed out bodies since leaving the bus. Her walk eventually leaded her to the beach. It seemed to be the only abandoned place in the City this morning, so it look appealing at the time.

However, now being on the beach, and having her shoes in her hand, and her feet caked in sand, Cecilia was now thinking differently. She was walking down the beach on the part where the water has made the sand, well less sandy. After a few minutes the sun was up enough and it was starting to get hot. Cecilia was getting pretty tired of walking and just decided to sit down on the sand. Again, not a good idea. It took about three seconds for a wave to come up and soak her from the waist down. Cecilia was pretty, not smart. So, now wet and scared to go home Cecilia just decided to build a sand castle. That’s what kids do at the beach right? How does one go about building sand castle? Cecilia just started piling up the sand by her feet. It was kind of pointless because the constant waves kept taking away her attempt at a decent castle.